Experience over the summer

Well, its nothing to show off, during my summer as was working as a beautician, being a mother and wife I had double it a roles. Definitely the questions is - I am studying, because to get a higher eduction, do not throw me a whirl a sacrifice and focus only on my course  like other girls, I do like what I study, maybe sometimes I too much scare.. I don't know how to describes more what I am feeling...